A lunchtime of reminiscing

I've finally got my latte. Been waiting for it all morning. Its raining, so cold. Im not dressed for the cold. Wish I could snuggle in bed with a guy. Had a bad sleep and just wishing I could disappear right now. I keep thinking abt him all morning. There were so much things I still wanted to do with him but oh well.. . I've been pushing him away so many times, what with all that talk abt other guys and throwing tantrums. I asked for it

The sad thing is even though he's gone, I don't have anyone to bitch or cry to. I realize how lonely I've been since leaving Melbourne. Time to get some serious hobbies..

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