It felt very weird breaking up with Mr Limbo by phone messenger. I was so upset and threw a huge tantrum but at least I got it all off my chest.

It's quite all right for now.. I'm just keeping busy helping my parents and enjoying the local food and mostly mum's cooking and gymming. I rarely have time to be by myself except when I'm about to sleep. I miss Mr Limbo so much but I need to control myself now. Just keep telling myself he's not worth it.

Its gonna be hard when I go back to Singapore. I'll have to cope alone. Ill be touching down with no one to acknowledge my arrival.. I tried to watch some movies on my computer today but after 10 minutes through each of them, I just stop watching because I downloaded them to share with him. What a challenge to be by myself again. I wish I can cuddle him and watch movies on my sofa.. I wonder if I could propose doing that without sex or even kissing and not actually dating. Hmmmm... Better not. He's still married after all.