What a nightmare. I dreamt that I just discovered I had carried a baby almost to full term while I was on a firm trip to Bandung Indonesia.
I had smoked some previous nights at a pub restaurant and also on my firm trip. I panicked with the sudden possibility that I had hurt my baby. The tap water there was very unsanitary and I was praying very hard not to give birth on the trip.
I felt so alone and my colleagues kept judging me and teasing me about my illegitimate baby. I was under a lot of stress and confusion. I regretted allowing him to have unprotected sex with me. I dwelled in my self-loathing and wondered to myself whether to give up the baby and to whom. Mr Limbo flew over to see me and appeared so happy and excited.
My baby started kicking inside me and all i felt was extreme sadness and regret while others marveled. Then I started feeling pain and movement in my womb and pelvis and I realized that I was about to give birth. I panicked in my disappointment not to even be able to protect my own baby from such an unsanitary environment. And.. That was my nightmare though I highly doubt that I have an inkling of what it would feel like to be pregnant.
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