Pretty busy today. Ran some errands, school, then straight to play squash and dinner with the same bunch of guys I went to the Comics Lounge with last night.

Chatted with S today. I felt so bad for pissing her off. I gave her an opinion that I thought was as fair and honest as possible in a world filled with uncertainty, especially to do with relationship. I probably came across as disagreeing with her or making it sound like her fault, but I didn't mean to agitate her and hurt. I felt so bad I cried in class cos she must be hurting so much.

This is the second time I cried while trying to help her and H. The first time, I got home at 6am after a night of studying for exam and having to go out for breakfast with S and spent the whole day with her until late night. I was not appreciated at all. I was really freaking tired and felt like I was intruding where I wasn't welcome even though I felt dragged into it. So when she went out for a bit, I went to her balcony and sobbed my eyes out. I'm not a bandaid!