You know the feeling when you feel like crying but you just can't and that just makes you feel so much more miserable?

I'm smack in the midst of my exams suffering tremendous self-inflicted stress. My depression seems to have returned indefinitely. There are just so much things going through my head and my heart feels a ton. Will elaborate later..

Today I ran into my recent ex, J. It was kinda awkward. I bet he thought I was sad about the breakup because I was strangely unsmiling and edgy. He asked me why I looked so tired. But the thing is, I had just eaten some Wicked Wings before. The whole time we were talking I was wondering whether there was some meat stuck on my teeth. I was too afraid to smile. I tried licking my teeth too. Must have looked like a dufus. Didn't talk much though, thank goodness! I was rambling so I cut it short and ran back home to check my teeth in my bathroom mirror. Oh man, so silly!