After my personal training session today, I checked my results and found out that I failed one subject. I didn't burst into tears or anything, but the hole inside me felt like it was growing deeper. I got the feeling again.. that feeling of wanting to cry but not being able to.
I decided to run away to Box Hill, cos D was free and he helped me shop for groceries. I went to my New Zealand friend's place and cooked my pecan nut salmon with potato rosti and mesclun salad with tomato and mango. Was a bit tipsy and we were all talking about inappropriate things. I think I don't remember every single detail. Man.
So.. I have to sit for a supplementary exam in the next two weeks. I feel quite stressed about it. And my housemate wanted to paint my house with me this weekend but I was a bit disorganised and felt a bit overwhelmed so I wanted to hold it off, anyway I didn't want to dirty my walls again if I'm staying a bit longer. I hope it made sense.. Feel kinda stupid.
No comments:
Post a Comment