I just stumbled upon this amazing blog about this father who sends his son off every morning in a different costume and he's hilarious and so very daring! I have to keep checking because there's too many outfits to giggle at. :)
http://waveatthebus.blogspot.com
I wish I could have a relationship that was more natural like that and a family full of smiles and laughter. My dad tries to be funny and caring but he just can't hold his temper back and have too much expectations of me. He ends up pushing me away and I can't be bothered to participate in nurturing any kind of bond if there is even any left.
I realise that I have very different personalities around different people and I believe it's my defence mechanism. One personality for when dad is around. I have different personalities and carry myself differently with my sis and mum but it's not too different between those two. I have another one for work, another for girl friends and another one for around boys and another one for with my loved one. Each party doesn't realise how different I am when they're not around. I'm hiding secrets behind each veil of character too so that I'm perceived differently with different people, so I can portray myself in the appropriate manner in the respective environments. I don't really enjoy doing this.
Omg.. just realised I had grapes and they're high carbs!!! Nevermind.. tomorrow tomorrow!! I have to wake up early cos I've got absolutely nothing for my research!
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